I am an extremely strong person when it comes down to when I absolutely have to pull myself together and get a grip. I recently had my heart broken to as many pieces as you could possibly think of!.. After it happened I pulled myself together and I act like it doesn’t bother me everyday. How could 2 years with somebody not hurt? How could loving one person unconditionally for 2 years and then losing them not hurt? I do hurt. I don’t let people see that, but I hurt to the point where I have no idea what to do with myself! I live day by day, not because I want to but because I have to. I’ve felt like I have no purpose here anymore.. I obviously have a purpose or I wouldn’t be here. I still have all of my dreams and goals intact but right now I am hurting. What hurts the most is after it all happened everyone just expected my to be fine and pull myself together. I never got to cry, never even a hug. I was automatically expected to be fine because “I can do better” is all I’ve heard since I got cheated on, lied to, betrayed, disrespected. But it’s okay because I can handle it from what everybody can see..